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How am I doing?
Well
it's the first week of my dad staying home without work.
Pretty quiet so far
I'm still really depressed about things though.
I want to get out of here so bad
but I can't
So I sulk, play wow, and sulk some more.
I've realized what really gets on my nerves though. I've always been the angry type person, but I've finally figured out where it comes from.
I have an obsession with legitimacy.
okay maybe I knew about it before but it's really really been bugging me down lately
I'm not sure if it's completely bad though, because often times I strive harder to perfect my skills.
More often though, it leads to nit picking at other people/thing's flaws. I know it's not right to criticize people if they don't ask for it, so I usually keep it to myself. But I can't stop my thought flow can I?
Things I don't really like, I can usually deal with. Like excessive piercings, tattoos, people with wings (bat and feather), unnecessary gore, desu style, smokingg, characters on drugs, nosebleeds, angsty teenage love, penishappyyaoiweeboos, etc. They're pet peeves of mine, and get on my nerves a lot; I think they're all tacky in their own ways. Okay maybe I hate some of them, but I like to bottle it.
I can't stand being hypocritical though. And the more I think about my pet peeves the more frustrated I get with myself (and a lot of my gallery). sigh.
Such heavy art block I have right now. Do you guys often get this feeling?
I don't want to submit anything until everything I make is actually finished...and...rid of annoying bits
but then everything is starting to annoy me lol;
idk, what are your pet peeves? Does anyone else think nosebleeds are annoying? lol
(and please don't say "ARTISTS THAT BASH ON THEMSELVES LIKE YOU >BU" because that's one of my pet peeves too OTL OTL OTL)
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... what exactly does legitimacy have to do with any of this?
it sounds more like you're spending too much time by yourself and you're kind of... caving in on yourself
and maybe becoming a tad anal retentive?
which i guess under these circumstances is to be expected, it sounds like you're pretty stressed out.
but... i think that while the things you listed might be annoying to you, they aren't really hurting you or impeding you or anything... they're just the things that other people like drawing/ looking at.
but lmao don't mind me, i guess it just kind of sucks to see someone say that they hate pretty much everything that i enjoy drawing lolol
earlier
BUT LIKE.
legitimacy part
most of the things I listed, I may not think are completely heinous, but they become so overused/abused and caked with fakeness it drives me crazy. (particularly by teenage/preteen angsty-wannabe-attention-drag-things)
and then that is when they annoy me
And then I start worrying about myself and if anyone else see -me- this way.
and then I get so caught up I just stop everything
orz
I've been quarantining myself so I wouldn't have to deal with it anymore. *__*
I don't mean to offend anyone who actually likes things I've listed...just needed to unload.
btw I like your little elfadoodle
oh ya; on wednesdays for anime club if ashely isn't there and you really want to go home, I can take care of things again if you need me too.
Take care!
I totally get what you mean XD
It's okay.
anddd wednesday! I think I'll be able to make it this time, but I'll let you know if I can't lol.
Thanks for being such a big help :>
PET PEEVES HMMM people talking with their mouths full, eating with their mouths open, staring at me, whinging, and FRIGGIN EGGY BURPS D:<
-are when people act like they are your friends, but once you turn your back they gossip and talk crap about you...
-are when friends don't treat you as well as you do to them...
-are when 13 and 14 year olds have those dramatic school lives; friendship lost etc...
-are when kids act like sex, drugs, smoking and racism are actually cool. THEY ARE NOT!
-are when people do really long abbreviations like ABFFETAZA (Awesome Best Friends Forever Even Through A Zombie Apocalypse.)
-hypocrites (even though i am one.)
-haters that hate for no good reason.
-people that don't appreciate life.
-needles.
I've never had a nosebleed and I've always kind of wanted one lol